We had rehearsal on Wednesday night for the Puppet Musical. It’s so much fun! I can’t wait for this show.
We did a lot of “protagonist” work. At Un-Scripted we talk a lot about “protagonists”. Who’s the scene about? Who’s the story about? Especially in a 2-hour long form, we’ve found life is sooooo much easier of we establish a likable protagonist with a strong want/need in the first 2 scenes of the show.
I have become a master at NOT being the protagonist. I can pimp my fellow performers to be the protagonist with the greatest of ease, and I can deflect any attempts to make me the protagonist without even thinking about it. It’s actually a problem, because half the time I’m not even aware that I’m doing it.
I’m trying to change that. I’m trying to learn how to accept that protagonist role and how to grab it myself if I want it. I want to become more comfortable wearing that hat.
I suspect the reason I’m so good at deflecting it is because, in general, I don’t like being the center of attention. I realize that may sound ridiculous considering that I’m a performer and it doesn’t really make sense considering how much I like hosting and MCing shows. But there it is. Being the protagonist makes me uncomfortable.
I suspect that performing a puppet as the protagonist will be easier for me and help me get more used to the role. After all, as the puppet, it’s no longer me who’s the center of attention. It’s the puppet.
I can’t wait to try it out!